Wednesday, 1 January 2014

This is me


I started a much-needed vacation on the 29th. I worked on Christmas (again) but I took a half-day! Got a massage, got some Starbucks, and had dinner with my new co-worker. Pretty good Christmas considering I was away from family again. And my co-worker is great – very nice, smart, helpful. And we even made a pact to get healthy together and go for walks every morning. And she doesn’t pull the leash too hard ;) Hahaha!

But seriously, Christmas wasn’t so bad, I guess and the holiday started a few days later.  My original plans had all fallen through.  Thailand was a no-go because of flight connections, prices, days available. Korea and The Philipines were more of the same. And so I stayed in Yokohama. My friend, who works in Kobe, had a brother coming to visit her so they came to Tokyo for the week. I got to see them a couple times so far which is great because she leaves Japan in a few weeks and who knows when I might see her again. *sigh* Teaching overseas…

My blog hasn’t been updated for a long while and I apologize. I guess I’ve just been in a funk lately and am kinda tired of Japan now. My health hasn’t been the greatest and it’s a constant battle trying to fix my horrifying eczema that scares the kids and parents. The work schedule is still a pain in my ass and the variety of foods to cook and eat are still not working for me.  I don’t think I’ve ever really settled in Japan the way everyone thinks you will.  It’s pretty irritating when everyone tells you how perfect it’s going to be when you go (obviously I took it all with a grain of salt).  But, I gave it my best and we’ll see where it goes from here.

Work has also been really taxing. Teaching 37 classes a week, dealing with difficult students and coworkers. It’s not easy. Especially when your manager tells you “You are a teacher. You must endure when students bite you.” FUCK YOU!!! I don’t have to endure anything like that and YOU should’ve done your job sooner and supported me to get her to stop instead of having me endure for 6 months! Gah! That along with lack of communication and more of the same poor support have made me a little hostile at work but I’m trying…

But I’m working on my skin and health more and trying to be more active. Wish me luck and I hope my next update is sooner and upbeat :)

p.s. Happy post to follow!!!

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